just another webisode...

I log onto facebook, just like any other time after school. I have a quick scan of my news feed, liking or commenting on anything that catches my eye. I click to check on my 17 notifications, (I always have lots) and then I click on where it says 1 message. It’s from Casey Sarin, we started out best friends in year six, then when her parents broke up she started acting differently… we had this huge fight, but we realized it was over nothing. So this year we’re friends again. ♥ Although, I usually hang out with Savana Jenkins more than her, ever since the drama with Dawn… she said bitchy things about me behind my back, and started copying my style. Then she told all my friends not to hang out with me, that I was a bitch and to stay away altogether. Eventually, I got so fed up with her that confronted her, but I didn’t take it easily, I went off. “You have no right to copy myself or my style, and stay away from my friends. The fact that you’re a total fucking bitch is one thing, but the fact that you have the nerve to be so jealous of me that you think you have to eliminate me, is another. Just get fucked and stay away from me!”… and that’s pretty much it. Just like that, I was suspended for 3 days. Little miss all-that ran straight to her mummy, who ran straight to the principal, who ran straight to me. And now, even though we’re both in year 8 (and I guessed more mature…... but still...) we still never speak to each other, and she continues to shut me out whenever I try to talk to the friends that she lied to. ♥ But luckily, I have Savana and Libby. The three of us get up to a lot of… stuff…… haha. After everything that happened with Dawn, I was so down. But those two were able to pick me up, and we formed the Anti-Dawn–Club, which is more of a ‘social group’ than club, but anyway… So, my life hasn’t exactly been one exploding ball of sunshine, but hey, I try to forgive and forget. Which is all you could do when you’ve got issues like mine. I can’t help but get really depressed at times, but at least I know that “when I can’t bear to look forward, and I’m too scared to look back, I look to my side and Paige Henley is always right there with me.” ♥ Courtney’s mum introduced my parents, so our connection is pretty significant. We’ve known each other since birth, and the friendship just came naturally. Unfortunately, Courtney (and all of my other friends like Tiffany, Meagan, Nikita, Tori, Sophia, Bianca, Lexi, etc…) don’t go to my school. But they’ve got their own problems at the High School, whereas as St Joseph’s it’s just a bunch of bitchy, stuck-up rich girls. ♥ Anyway, the message from Casey on Facebook. I opened it up as any curious woman would, only to find...   So, that was pretty much all I could do. Well that and burst into tears... I mean, if she’s anything like Dawn, if I got fired up about it she’d run straight to her mum. But instead of suspension, I’d probably get kicked out of the school. And call me a nerd, but I really care about my education, if I want to end up with a good future, I need to stay here. Which is why it makes it extremely hard when things get hard. Cos no matter how much I want to leave, I just have to stay. ♥ But what was with that anyway? Everything was all good Friday after noon, Savana had said that Casey was sleeping over at her house and I thought to myself, “cool, that’d be good for those two to spend some time together. They’ve been getting closer lately, maybe the three of us will end up best friends?” but maybe they’d been really plotting this whole thing against me for who knows how long… and all I could do now was watch the explosions, and stand helpless as I get hit from all directions, by falling debris. ♥